I took this photo yesterday.This morning, this is what they looked like, except even droopier. I added water and half an hour later they started to perk up, but they were all so sorry looking with their heads resting on the table.
It's been a long week. I emailed Ryan one morning, "I'm so tired I could cry." And maybe I did. There is a big discrepancy in how things look here and how I feel this week. It's not all baby's breath and Rice Krispies Treats here, in case that was the misconception. I know life seems worse than it truly is when sleep deprivation is involved, but in the midst of it all, it feels heavy. I have successfully prepared dinner each night. That's kind of something, isn't it? And I'm about finished with a sewing project that is so simple, yet seemed heavy and hard.
And I have many of you to thank for my new sinfully rich, creamy perfection of an indulgent comfort food. I had two yesterday. One so far today, with more waiting in the wings, just in case. It makes things not only look more like the first photo, but feel that way as well. Reconciliation between the two is nice.
post script: somehow body sneeze was left off the last post.
it needed to be posted.